I thought I could never love again.

And then you came along and changed all my beliefs. You invaded my dreams and camp out in the corners of my mind. You stole my heart in return for yours. And I'm grateful for that change, for that invasion, and for that theft. You reside in the recesses of my heart and mind such that all I do and think and feel is you.

Let them say we're crazy and stupid.
I don't mind really, crazy and stupid sounds good to me. (:

So just pause and take a moment to breathe in the wonders of the world as I pause and take a moment to breathe in the wonder that is you.

and I hope I am your world.

words cut, they really do.

and I'm sorry I chose the wrong words, that I strung those words into a sentence so painful that it cut so deep, too deep.

I feel so alone.

It's like, being boxed into this paradise and occasionally being yanked out into the open, for a moment or two, to stare at reality in the eye.

Which begs the question: The box or the reality?

like looking through a tainted lens.

I'm not quite sure that what I see is really what I get.

I know this is super ostentatious and extravagant and ah lian but...



it's superrrr chio!