And then suddenly you change everything and make my heart beat again. The way you hold my face between your hands and smile at me; like i'm something precious. It's as though I never screwed up, as though I've never hurt you before. It's amazing. I feel shiny and new each time you do that. And I want to feel shiny and new every single day. You DO love me, and I dont deserve any bit of that love or affection. I'm imperfect and flawed. But you; you're a gem. How did you fall for someone like me? Why did you? It's like, for so long, God has given me all the wrong directions and now he's had his share of fun and is finally pointing me to the right place.

So cup my face between your hands and look at me like I'm shiny and new.
Like I'm precious.
Like I sparkle.